Little Thoughts

i just want a guy who would hold me when i cry, and give me words of comfort when i feel down. help me up when i fall down. but that’s not you. even when i want it so much to be.

everytime i think there’s smtg wrong with me, doctors say there isn’t. suppose the only way is to bear with it and pretend that there’s nothing wrong. live life fully with no regrets until… *bends little finger*. can’t be afraid of death after all.

my wishes upon tonight’s pondering, made clearer by today’s events:

1) to always have the bravery to say the things i need to.

2) to always have a reason to wake up to in the morning.

last words

should i depart in what seems too soon, do not be alarmed or feel sorry. trust in a higher power that it was my time. trust that i had a fulfilling life.

you don’t need to know everything I’m going through, you don’t need to fix everything that’s wrong. you can just stand beside me, a hand on my shoulder, to let me know that you care, and you’re there no matter what, and that’s all I could ever need.

at this point in time, i can’t promise forever. we can have for now, at least.

but maybe we’ll grow to fit each other better. and maybe one day i can say forever and always.

Prisoners of Possessions.